I have to admit I felt a slight twinge of sadness when I realized I missed Jackson's first wagon ride. That started me thinking about all Jackson's "first's" that I miss when I'm at work. But I stopped myself.... I don't want to dwell on the negative.
Last week I vented some frustration about others' expectations of me. And it's true that I find it challenging to juggle full-time work and motherhood. But the fact is, I have to work. Our financial situation prevents us from living on one income. It is what it is, so I need to just suck it up and deal.
I don't want to be one of those people who spends all her time belly-aching about the hardships of finances and parenthood. I can't stand that. We make choices in life, and we have to deal with the consequences. With great responsibility comes many blessings.
I'm thankful Jackson could enjoy the sunshine today in the care of a trusted friend. Meanwhile, while he rolls in the wagon, I will roll up my sleeves and get to work... with a genuine smile on my face and a grateful heart. God is good. I am blessed.
I often wish that women (fellow mothers in particular) would just live and let live. As if we don't pile enough guilt and feelings of inadequacy on ourselves about EVERYTHING as it is. We all do the best we can.
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